
My last post said I was going to try and catch you allup on what has gone on in the past 12 months, but of course I have not been back since.
On reflection, I think going over the past 12 months is pretty much a waste of time. Most of you know all about what has happened if not how I felt about everything that has happened, so there's not a lot of point really. Makes more sense to just pick up from here and keep you all informed about what's going on now.
So, in a nutsehll, here goes.
It's the second of my two years at the American International School, Abu Dhabi and briefly it's so much bette than the first year. Not just because I have a flatmate who is reasonable, more than reasonable actually, but also because I've made some decisions of my own about how I am going to handle the problems that go with teaching in a school like AISA.
As you all know, well those of you who know me well, I love teaching. SOmetimes, I think it's more important to me than anything else in my life, which is scary when you consider what I have in my life. Being able to help my pupils is what I'm all about and I get most frustrated when I'm not able to do that effectively. I spend much of my time being frustrated here because there are so many reasons why I can't help them effectively. Last year it drove me crazy. I got angry, I got sad, I even cried, at some point, but I remained frustrated because I needed support from the leadership of the school to achieve what had to be achieved and I didn't get it. Not much has changed, except at least this year I know what I am teaching so I can try and put aside some of the frustration and just teach my students.
I want to be able to help them beyond the academic, but without a leadership willing to admit that I know what I'm talking about, it just won't happen. I do little bits. Whatever I can do in the classroom I do. I introduce them to things like Habits of Mine, Bloom's Taxonomy, Multiple Intelligences and the rest, in this way I can help them a little, but there is so much more to do.
One little ray of light this year is our new Principal. He seems to have a similar view of education to mine, well in some areas, and appears open to doing some of the personnel development activites I have. Added to that we have a new counsellor who is also open to programmes that help the student become well rounded. So, maybe, just maybe, despite the inability of other members of the leadership to recognise that we need to more, we may actually achieve something this year. At the very least, I've written a programme to be taught that will probably be taught to at leastmy classes. Which means I've got something else to tick off my list of things to do in my life. GO ME!
Personally, this year is going to so much better. The big thorn in my side is a teacher at the school who, has taken a distinct dislike to me. Now, there are many reasons why this might be the case. We were friends, when I first arrived. I actually thought we would become very good friends. We came from a similar part of the world and had interests in common, but very soon into the year she stopped talking to me and not long after started to actively work against me. Very subtly, but nonetheless, quite obviously. Little asides about my nationality and my overseas inexperience. Now, it wouldn't be a problem except she is in a position to influence others and to make my professional life difficult.
This year it has the potential to be worse because we are working more closely together, but so far, there has not been any major professional problem and I am keeping track of all our professional interactions.
Personally she seems to have chosen to just ignore me. Unless she has to speak with me for professional reasons she just ignores me. A classic example of this was the first day back at school after our recent Eid break. We over the course of the morning we were all in our staffroom and my 'friend' asked everyone else in our group how their holiday was, what did they do, where did they do, but me? Didn't even say good morning how are you? So this is how it's going to be. I can't say I like it, I do find it frustrating and annoying, but I have made a decision that I am going to try and rise above this.
This decision has been made today between sleeping. This week has been horrible. It has been our first week back after Ramadan. So we are back into early morning starts, full teaching days and all day duties. Consequently is has been a very difficult week. Added to the change in teaching I had something everyday after school and I had an horrendous night's sleep on the Saturday before we went back, and a few bad nights during the week so I was exhausted by Thursday.
I slept in until noon today, not unusual for, some of you will be saying, but it was what my body needed. In between sleeping bouts this morning, I decided I have to make some changes in how I deal with life. Beginning with making better use of my spare time. I have so much of it, I have to use it better. Starting today. Hence this is my start. Filling in the blanks on the blog and now putting time into what is going to happen next.
I will try to add to this as I go, so some of you can keep up to date on how well my change is happening. My aim is to produce something creative and wonderful by the time the 2009/10 academic year concludes. Feel free to enquire on my progress.
Tschuss
Lynn